Childhood Recode
Reclaim the Soul Gifts You Were Born to Express
Being conscious beings in a dense physical body is one of life's most profound challenges. As children, we developed intricate patterns—ways of protecting ourselves, managing overwhelming emotions, and navigating a world that often felt too much, too fast, or simply unsafe. These patterns served us then. But now they may be the very thing standing between you and the life you're meant to live. Childhood Recode is an immersive journey back through your developmental stages—not to dwell in pain, but to retrieve the soul gifts that were interrupted, defended against, or never fully claimed.
Do These Daily Struggles Sound Familiar?
Relationship Patterns
You find yourself repeating the same dynamics—pushing people away, or losing yourself completely in connection. Intimacy feels threatening or impossible.
Disconnection from Self
You don't know what you truly want or feel. You've spent so long adapting to others that your own desires feel mysterious or dangerous.
Emotional Overwhelm
Your emotions feel too big to handle, so you shut down, distract, or explode. You oscillate between feeling everything and feeling nothing.
Self-Worth Struggles
Deep down, you feel fundamentally flawed. No amount of achievement or recognition touches the core belief that you're not enough.
Perfectionism & Control
You can't rest until everything is "right." The need for control runs your life, leaving you exhausted and disconnected from spontaneity.
Body & Sensation
Your body feels like enemy territory. You're disconnected from physical sensation, or overwhelmed by it. Pleasure and groundedness feel foreign.
A Different Approach to Healing
Bring the Body
We use somatic, body-based processing to work directly with the nervous system patterns that hold trauma. This isn't talk therapy—it's felt-sense transformation that creates lasting change.
Most healing work focuses on what went wrong. Childhood Recode focuses on what was meant to emerge. We work with the understanding that each developmental stage carries specific soul gifts—capacities like trust, autonomy, will, love, and creative expression that form the foundation of a whole human life.
5 Personality Patterns
Understanding your unique defensive structure helps you see with compassion how you learned to survive. Each pattern points directly to the soul gifts that were interrupted.
Soul-Centric Development
Drawing on Bill Plotkin's work, we recognize that healing isn't just about resolving the past—it's about claiming your place in the world as a unique expression of nature's creativity.
Healing Sub-Conscious Patterns
We work with powerful, but gentle, subconscious healing modalities that will help your system integrate and shift around all the other experiences. Process Method, or MAP method, along with IFS coaching, is a simple and effective way to help parts of us stuck in past loops release pain and trauma. We will also do a family constellation and other meaningful group work to support each other.
The Soul Gifts You'll Reclaim
Being & Trust:
The capacity to simply exist without doing, to trust in life's fundamental support, to feel safe in your body and in connection.
Love & Acceptance:
The capacity to give and receive love, to be seen fully, to embrace both your light and shadow with compassion.
Each developmental stage holds specific capacities that form the foundation of wholeness. When these stages are interrupted by trauma, we develop compensatory patterns. This work allows you to return and claim what was always yours.
Need & Connection:
The ability to recognize and express your needs without shame, to receive care, to trust in relationship without losing yourself.
Expression & Creativity:
The freedom to speak your truth, express your unique gifts, and participate creatively in life without fear of rejection..
Autonomy & Will:
The power to assert yourself, set boundaries, know what you want, and move toward it without excessive force or collapse.
The Childhood Recode Container
3-Day Intensive
Deep dive into your developmental patterns
MAP processing sessions
Identification of your primary defensive structure
Guided soul gift retrieval work
Somatic practices and integration
3-Week Integration
Weekly group integration calls
Ongoing practice guidance
Community support
Resources for continued healing
Processing new material as it emerges
What to Expect
Small group setting for safety
Trauma-informed facilitation
Both individual and group work
Integration of mind, body, and soul
Practical tools for daily life
Food and Togetherness are Part of the Magic
All meals are provided and we will prepare food family style. We will use our three days, in part, to work, play, sing, music, and eat together. Bring your instruments, genius, or anything you like to share!